To Lightning and the Sun
I feel the thunder break beneath my feet.
And...
Whispering upon the feet of fire she rides laughing into the night,
Maybe she can trace time by lightning tricks.
I-hear-her-ears-she-watches-light-dance-the-thunder-knows-bell-tolls-still-hear-I-tick-tick-clocking-friend-there's-hours-minutes-seconds-left-for-sleeping.
I heard her fall and saw the laugh you gave;
And, in the dreadful silence of new hours,
I still can't decide if this is my best poem, or just an oddity that only escapes pretentiousness because it really wasn't deliberate!
This poem has actually been published, in an East Anglia Poetry Now collection. I don't know if printing it here breaks copyright but they made a misprint on it and I never got any royalties, so frankly...
I am one floor up, I hear
The sigh of rain upon streets taut with heat;
This blanket-smothered night forgets to sleep.
Her red-black hair is loosened to the wild wind,
Her ecstasy in a long, white body
Is the sun.
I push back sobs, knowing I
Half-hear frenzied murmurs of the night
And, yes, the thunder following the fire.
Her hair was spread in arcs of gleaming bronze,
Her end was sudden and her head was smashed.
Despite yourself you know I can't forget you.
I feel the early rise of heat and babbling.
It demanded to be written during a thunderstorm at about 1am in a hideously hot June night before one of my A level exams (can't even remember which one now).
The morning after (and at various times since) it was remorselessly edited, but the basic idea remains the same.
All I can say is that it was hot, and I'd been incessantly reading Mikhail Bulgakov's The Master and Margarita. :)
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