To Lightning and the Sun

I feel the thunder break beneath my feet.
I am one floor up, I hear
The sigh of rain upon streets taut with heat;
This blanket-smothered night forgets to sleep.

And...

Whispering upon the feet of fire she rides laughing into the night,
Her red-black hair is loosened to the wild wind,
Her ecstasy in a long, white body
Is the sun.

Maybe she can trace time by lightning tricks.
I push back sobs, knowing I
Half-hear frenzied murmurs of the night
And, yes, the thunder following the fire.

I-hear-her-ears-she-watches-light-dance-the-thunder-knows-bell-tolls-still-hear-I-tick-tick-clocking-friend-there's-hours-minutes-seconds-left-for-sleeping.

I heard her fall and saw the laugh you gave;
Her hair was spread in arcs of gleaming bronze,
Her end was sudden and her head was smashed.
Despite yourself you know I can't forget you.

And, in the dreadful silence of new hours,
I feel the early rise of heat and babbling.



I still can't decide if this is my best poem, or just an oddity that only escapes pretentiousness because it really wasn't deliberate!
It demanded to be written during a thunderstorm at about 1am in a hideously hot June night before one of my A level exams (can't even remember which one now).
The morning after (and at various times since) it was remorselessly edited, but the basic idea remains the same.
All I can say is that it was hot, and I'd been incessantly reading Mikhail Bulgakov's The Master and Margarita. :)

This poem has actually been published, in an East Anglia Poetry Now collection. I don't know if printing it here breaks copyright but they made a misprint on it and I never got any royalties, so frankly...


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